Thus, I have nothing to do.

I am tired. I'm exhausted, but i am awake and have nothing to do. I am contemplating watching some sort of movie, but that is just probably not going to happen because then I will fall asleep, and I just am not in the mood to be sleeping. That sounds absolutely crazy, but..its true, I'm sorry, I'm a crazy person.

For today's rant I will discuss headaches. Today i woke up with a headache. Those are the worst, you know damn well that your entire day is going to be God awful if you WAKE up with a headache. But then I loafed myself to help with tech and helped focus some lights and things of that nature. I tried to block out the headache, and then got hit in the head with a leg of the genie. that did not really help anything at all. So then, I had to go to a voice lesson. As we were on our drive to my voice teachers house, the headache got really terrible, like.. I thought i would vomit at any point in time. Those are the worst because... its just such a horrible feeling. But somehow my voice lesson helped. Or.. maybe it was the 4 advil? that may have been it. But i still had the tint of headache all through rehearsal. In which my director gladly pointed out that I was "different" today and he wondered why. I said, "I'm very sorry, I just have a bad headache." And he simply said "well, we're all tired." But-- when people don't know of these AWFUL headaches, then it is very easy for them to write them off very quickly. Thats very bothersome because if you try to describe your headache, they figure they've had the same thing.. or you are just complaining, but they don't understand that you get these everyday and often they just-- don't allow you to do anything at all. That is my rant. Headaches are beasts and they should be shot in the face.

Well, I really should be off to bed soon. Seeing as how I have to get up really soon... and I really want to brush my teeth. I love brushing my teeth. haha..that'll be happening very shortly. :)

goodnight my someone.