I am at home currently.

Its 8:35, and I am sitting at home, pondering life. Today is wednesday... the day when I usually go on Christian service, but.. today I need to be in class. (weird eh?).. I NEED to be in class? Who says that? Me. Too much to do, too little time.

High School Musical begins tonight. This is one of the first times that i have the bad kind of nerves. The nerves that suck. Not the good kind that get you pumped up, no no no..the awful kind that make you nervous for real.

I need to go get dressed because right now I'm cold :) ... goodbye.

Thus, I have nothing to do.

I am tired. I'm exhausted, but i am awake and have nothing to do. I am contemplating watching some sort of movie, but that is just probably not going to happen because then I will fall asleep, and I just am not in the mood to be sleeping. That sounds absolutely crazy, but..its true, I'm sorry, I'm a crazy person.

For today's rant I will discuss headaches. Today i woke up with a headache. Those are the worst, you know damn well that your entire day is going to be God awful if you WAKE up with a headache. But then I loafed myself to help with tech and helped focus some lights and things of that nature. I tried to block out the headache, and then got hit in the head with a leg of the genie. that did not really help anything at all. So then, I had to go to a voice lesson. As we were on our drive to my voice teachers house, the headache got really terrible, like.. I thought i would vomit at any point in time. Those are the worst because... its just such a horrible feeling. But somehow my voice lesson helped. Or.. maybe it was the 4 advil? that may have been it. But i still had the tint of headache all through rehearsal. In which my director gladly pointed out that I was "different" today and he wondered why. I said, "I'm very sorry, I just have a bad headache." And he simply said "well, we're all tired." But-- when people don't know of these AWFUL headaches, then it is very easy for them to write them off very quickly. Thats very bothersome because if you try to describe your headache, they figure they've had the same thing.. or you are just complaining, but they don't understand that you get these everyday and often they just-- don't allow you to do anything at all. That is my rant. Headaches are beasts and they should be shot in the face.

Well, I really should be off to bed soon. Seeing as how I have to get up really soon... and I really want to brush my teeth. I love brushing my teeth. haha..that'll be happening very shortly. :)

goodnight my someone.

well...

Last night was halloween. That was really fun. Chilled with some lovers, par usual. Watched Casper the friendly ghost (Can I keep you?)..thats the cutest line in the world.

SO SAT scores come out tomorrow. I am freaking out a little bit, actually a lotta bit. But whatever.

for those of you who don't know, we got a dog. An adorable little golden retriever puppy. You wish you had him, his name is Murphy and he is the cutest thing on the plannet. I really love him. He just fell down the stairs and it really reminded me of Homeward Bound (Kate..since you are the only one who reads this.... you'll know)..and now I am all depressed because Homeward Bound, that scene, just kills me. I can't even talk about it. So, that killed me when my little puppy slid down the stairs, uhh-- i like..died, yes, died.

anyhoo-- lets see, whatelse can I ramble on about? Oh- i just watched Laguna beach, they were in like Cavo or something for spring break, and god--its hysterical. Plus- SLUTS c'mon, they are all just like hooking up with everyone. So amusing, how i love you mindless television.

I didn't have homework to do tonight :) My life... is pretty good. until tomorrow morning.

okay i'm peacing.

happy kate??