I can't deal.

I have tons of homework.
And I can't get myself to do any of it.
And currently, I can not deal with this fact.

Nothing exciting.

Nothing exciting is going on right now. Its about 11:41 and I'm kinda just chillin out. I've decided to start some homework because there is nothing better to do. I really want pancakes. But..i don't think I'll make them now because its so late, and I know I'll end up with a stomach ache if I eat them now. SO, I'll just wait until tomorrow morning.

I don't have school tomorrow. Say it with me, Amy Doesn't Hve School Tomorrow! :) yay! But-- I have the first rehearsal for music man. joyous. I mean, yay yippidee do dah! But...I'd rather sleep, eat, do some homework, watch some TV, sleep some more. and go to sleep. Ha, that'd be the best day ever.

This is a pointless post. It needs to stop before someone gets hurt.

I hope everyone likes the new layout.

I went to my blog today---and was totally shocked to see my new layout. I had completely forgotten that I put it there! But I'm pretty excited about it.

My weekend thus far:

Friday- School, went home watched Pride and Prejudice that was fun. I almost fell asleep, but my friends woke me up--the jerks.

Then..last night: Awefulness happened in my house. I woke up at about 2:30...and i was shaking with the chills. If you touched my arm, it felt hot, but my body wasn't seeming to get the signal. So. I went and woke up B. and we sat for a bit until the chills finally stopped 2 hours later. I didn't get much sleep. Then, I took my temperature this morning, and it was 101.6. Thats kinda high. Plus, my body is aching because of those involuntary chills and body movement. It was aweful. If I may say so.

But I feel a bit better..still sore, and extremely tired.

Today: Didn't go to Arts Alive because of the horrific story just told:
I will be doing tech tonight... and maybe going out, or maybe watching Rent with Liz. We havn't decided yet.

I think its time for an hour nap. that'd be really nice. Plus- I'm feeling a bit feverish again, I should take some ibuprophin and take a nap.

<3 to all.

and to kate/leah/whoever else reads this: sorry I havn't written for a bit--and e-mails will be coming soon.

6:58 on a Saturday Morning.

I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing up this early. It is truely a sight to see, I mean, I'm very much so a morning person, but 6:30 on a Saturday morning is stretching it even for me. My parents were bustling about because they are going to Florida today. Lucky duckys. So, I guess they sort of woke me up, which is unfortunete because I can't even go back to sleep- if I did, then I'd have to wake up relatively soon anyway for Arts Alive.

Not only is it now, 6:59 on a Saturday morning. Last night, I'm sure of it, someone crept into my room and took my stomach and put it in a blender. That wasn't very nice if you ask me. Grr..all these stomach problems lately are really started to frustrate me.

It was extremely hot in the bathroom a few moments ago, i was going to take a shower-- but it was so hot, I would have shrivled up and died. literally, died. That would have been NO fun at all. And today is going to be a fun day, so we can't have anything screwing that up.

GURKABILLY DAY Thats what today is. I'm so excited. Seriously, just say " Gurkabilly" and it will make you feel much better. I can assure you. Speaking of that, I really need to go plug my phone in, I'll be right back. Okay, phone is charging. Shower time? No, its too early- that would mess up my whole day.

sorry this post is going to be SO BORING for the unfortunete soul who actually reads it. Thats what happens this early in the morning, things mess with your mind.

Okay- i'll sign off here... <3 to all. Peace

Uh. Ch'yeah.

Today we had school. It was realatively dull, nothing really eventful has happened.

Uh- Lets see. Alicia and I just finished the history homework. That was exciting i suppose. Um..we're watching Beautiful People tonight!! :) Amazing. We're so excited.

gAH! I'm sick of saying "umm". That is most frustrating. I saw Phantom of the Opera last night, It was AMAZING. GAH! MARRY ME PHANTOM!! MARRY ME RAOUL!!! MARRY ME PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!!!!!! PLEASE! I will. I will marry them, one day, just you wait and see. Even if i marry one of them, and divorce him, and then marry the other one. :) That'll be amazing. Just wait.

Life goes on. and so.

I'm looking at a lot of things for the french study program!! :) That'll be so fun, it'll either be in Nice, France or in Paris, France. Woo hoo!

Okay- hungry Food time :)

~AMY~

Sunday

Well, today is Sunday. The McGuirk house is in a state of turmoil. We're all fighting. Mom and i had an ENORMOUS fight this morning..that wasn't good to say the least. It all has to do with Church. Yup- thats it. I didn't want to go this morning because I was tired and just wanted to sleep. But- I got up to go..and then proceeded in yelling at mom which caused her to yell back. IT was just a BAD start to a very bad day. (Now is when a liscense could come in handy, i could just go driving for a bit to clear my head).

Well, may I offer up my reasoning for not wanting to go to church. Okay. Its NOT that I don't believe in God, because I do. HOwever, i do not like the Catholic Church's thinking. I'm old enough to make my decisions...even though I got confirmed in the Catholic church, that doesn't mean that I agree with what much of it says. Also, I feel much closer to God when i'm sitting peacfully at a prayer service, or quietly alone. I don't like the showiness of Church. We all are programmed to say the same things and do the same signs, week after week.

I'm sorry- this could get very long and monotomous. I'm hungry. I might brave the downstairs in search of some food. It'll probably end up in another fight. We'll see.

Sorry you had to read this whoever you are.